The Beginning of the End

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Author
Gerard Manley Hopkins
Year
1865
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My love is lessened and must soon be past.


I never promised such persistency


In its condition. No, the tropic tree


Has not a charter that its sap shall last





Into all seasons, though no Winter cast


The happy leafing. It is so with me:


My love is less, my love is less for thee.


I cease the mourning and the abject fast,





And rise and go about my works again


And, save by darting accidents, forget.


But ah! if you could understand how then





That less is heavens higher even yet


Than treble-fervent more of other men,


Even your unpassion'd eyelids might be wet.





(ii)





I must feed Fancy. Show me any one


That reads or holds the astrologic lore,


And I'll pretend the credit given of yore;


And let him prove my passion was begun





In the worst hour that's measured by the sun,


With such malign conjunctions as before


No influential heaven ever wore;


That no recorded devilish thing was done





With such a seconding, nor Saturn took


Such opposition to the Lady-star


In the most murderous passage of his book;





And I'll love my distinction: Near or far


He says his science helps him not to look


At hopes so evil-heaven'd as mine are.





(iii)





You see that I have come to passion's end;


This means you need not fear the storms, the cries,


That gave you vantage when you would despise:


My bankrupt heart has no more tears to spend.





Else I am well assured I would offend


With fiercer weepings of these desperate eyes


For poor love's failure than his hopeless rise.


But now I am so tired I soon shall send





Barely a sigh to thought of hopes forgone.


Is this made plain? What have I come across


That here will serve me for comparison?





The sceptic disappointment and the loss


A boy feels when the poet he pores upon


Grows less and less sweet to him, and knows no cause.