Two Loves

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Author
Lord Alfred Douglas
Year
1894
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I dreamed I stood upon a little hill,


And at my feet there lay a ground, that seemed


Like a waste garden, flowering at its will


With buds and blossoms. There were pools that dreamed


Black and unruffled; there were white lilies


A few, and crocuses, and violets


Purple or pale, snake-like fritillaries


Scarce seen for the rank grass, and through green nets


Blue eyes of shy peryenche winked in the sun.


And there were curious flowers, before unknown,


Flowers that were stained with moonlight, or with shades


Of Nature's wilful moods; and here a one


That had drunk in the transitory tone


Of one brief moment in a sunset; blades


Of grass that in an hundred springs had been


Slowly but exquisitely nurtured by the stars,


And watered with the scented dew long cupped


In lilies, that for rays of sun had seen


Only God's glory, for never a sunrise mars


The luminous air of Heaven. Beyond, abrupt,


A grey stone wall, o'ergrown with velvet moss


Uprose; and gazing I stood long, all mazed


To see a place so strange, so sweet, so fair.


And as I stood and marvelled, lo! across


The garden came a youth; one hand he raised


To shield him from the sun, his wind-tossed hair


Was twined with flowers, and in his hand he bore


A purple bunch of bursting grapes, his eyes


Were clear as crystal, naked all was he,


White as the snow on pathless mountains frore,


Red were his lips as red wine-spilith that dyes


A marble floor, his brow chalcedony.


And he came near me, with his lips uncurled


And kind, and caught my hand and kissed my mouth,


And gave me grapes to eat, and said, 'Sweet friend,


Come I will show thee shadows of the world


And images of life. See from the South


Comes the pale pageant that hath never an end.'


And lo! within the garden of my dream


I saw two walking on a shining plain


Of golden light. The one did joyous seem


And fair and blooming, and a sweet refrain


Came from his lips; he sang of pretty maids


And joyous love of comely girl and boy,


His eyes were bright, and 'mid the dancing blades


Of golden grass his feet did trip for joy;


And in his hand he held an ivory lute


With strings of gold that were as maidens' hair,


And sang with voice as tuneful as a flute,


And round his neck three chains of roses were.


But he that was his comrade walked aside;


He was full sad and sweet, and his large eyes


Were strange with wondrous brightness, staring wide


With gazing; and he sighed with many sighs


That moved me, and his cheeks were wan and white


Like pallid lilies, and his lips were red


Like poppies, and his hands he clenched tight,


And yet again unclenched, and his head


Was wreathed with moon-flowers pale as lips of death.


A purple robe he wore, o'erwrought in gold


With the device of a great snake, whose breath


Was fiery flame: which when I did behold


I fell a-weeping, and I cried, 'Sweet youth,


Tell me why, sad and sighing, thou dost rove


These pleasant realms? I pray thee speak me sooth


What is thy name?' He said, 'My name is Love.'


Then straight the first did turn himself to me


And cried, 'He lieth, for his name is Shame,


But I am Love, and I was wont to be


Alone in this fair garden, till he came


Unasked by night; I am true Love, I fill


The hearts of boy and girl with mutual flame.'


Then sighing, said the other, 'Have thy will,


I am the Love that dare not speak its name.'